So im back. and single now. my boyfriend ended up cheating on me.. and i really dont care though, cause im happy right now. but enough about that.
i cant wait until graduation in two weeks! its going to be awesome... cause Delanie, Chris Neil, and I are helping the staff plan it. We have only two more weeks, until the ceremony! There is 140 students graduating this year,and only a few not. (not naming anyone). IM SO EXCITED THOUGH! I CANT WAIT 10 FOR GRADUATION! Then after that is highschool, freshman year... its going to be kinda hard for me next year, casue i have a lot enemies at the highschool, especially two people.
During the summer, im going to focus on changing my life around. Like completely changing it around, im not going to start drama with anyone, im not going to get into fights.. nothing. Complete change!
well until next time...
tayy<3
Friday, June 5, 2009
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
LIFE!
Hiya there everyone!
Well, i haven't been able to blog very much, cause well I had m birthday on memorial day, and then right after that i had 8th grade project, so I've been really busy lately.
I have been doing a lot better in school and out of school, I have been feeling kinda down though actually come to think of it. I've been having a lot going on, there has been fighting against friends... if any advice please feel free to tell me cause right now I'm really confused!
Other than that my birthday was good... i guess. (ha-ha) but i guess that is about it. there is really nothing else to talk about.
until next time
tayy
Well, i haven't been able to blog very much, cause well I had m birthday on memorial day, and then right after that i had 8th grade project, so I've been really busy lately.
I have been doing a lot better in school and out of school, I have been feeling kinda down though actually come to think of it. I've been having a lot going on, there has been fighting against friends... if any advice please feel free to tell me cause right now I'm really confused!
Other than that my birthday was good... i guess. (ha-ha) but i guess that is about it. there is really nothing else to talk about.
until next time
tayy
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
My "Ghost Towns" Presentation
Answer all questions with two sentences.
Did you stand up straight but stay relaxed?
yeah, i think i stayed pretty relax, i guess.
I stayed strait and kind relaxed I'd say.
Did you pause for a moment before you began your speech?
I didnt pause before i began, because i just wanted to be done with it so fast..
Did you look at your audience?
I did look at my audience, but i have to admit that i was looking at my pictures more then i was looking at my audience. I know i should of though.
Did you let your facial expressions naturally reflect what you were saying?
No, i did really use my facial expressions as much as i should of. I think part of my grade was the facial expressions and looking at my audience.
Did you use your hands?
Yeah, i think i used my hands a little bit. But i feel like i should of used them more. I think i would of made my point more clearly.
Did you speak loudly enough so that everyone could hear you?
I spoke pretty loudly, and clearly i guess... I'm guessing everyone could hear me.
Did you change your tone to show how you felt (upset, excited) about an idea or to emphasize a point?
No, not really. I didnt think I needed to change my tone. I think i made my point pretty clear, because i was loud enough to where everyone could hear me.
Was your speed of delivery too fast, too slow or just right?
I think i was a little to fast and at the end just right... kinda.
Did you practice your speech at home before giving it?
No, i didnt actaully practice, i was going to, and then i forgot.
What did you notice that you did well in your speech?
That i actually spoke loudly, and clearly. To where everyone could hear me.
Describe one aspect of public speaking you will work to improve?
using my hands a facial expressions more. To make my point even more clear!
I stayed strait and kind relaxed I'd say.
Did you pause for a moment before you began your speech?
I didnt pause before i began, because i just wanted to be done with it so fast..
Did you look at your audience?
I did look at my audience, but i have to admit that i was looking at my pictures more then i was looking at my audience. I know i should of though.
Did you let your facial expressions naturally reflect what you were saying?
No, i did really use my facial expressions as much as i should of. I think part of my grade was the facial expressions and looking at my audience.
Did you use your hands?
Yeah, i think i used my hands a little bit. But i feel like i should of used them more. I think i would of made my point more clearly.
Did you speak loudly enough so that everyone could hear you?
I spoke pretty loudly, and clearly i guess... I'm guessing everyone could hear me.
Did you change your tone to show how you felt (upset, excited) about an idea or to emphasize a point?
No, not really. I didnt think I needed to change my tone. I think i made my point pretty clear, because i was loud enough to where everyone could hear me.
Was your speed of delivery too fast, too slow or just right?
I think i was a little to fast and at the end just right... kinda.
Did you practice your speech at home before giving it?
No, i didnt actaully practice, i was going to, and then i forgot.
What did you notice that you did well in your speech?
That i actually spoke loudly, and clearly. To where everyone could hear me.
Describe one aspect of public speaking you will work to improve?
using my hands a facial expressions more. To make my point even more clear!
Monday, May 4, 2009
Random
OK well, we are doing the 8th grader writing assesment, and i got almost one paragraph done.
The topic is "Personal Neritive" and mine is about my grandmother who has recently passed on. 1 year and months ago tommarow.
Basically, we are writing on our memories with someone we most admire and look up to. I was going to do my ex-boyfriend ryan... but then i was thinking about how much he doesnt admire me, and how mean he is to me. So i went with my grandmother.
Over the pass couple of months I have been doing a lot better, not making suicidal thoughts, or thinking about running away.. again. It's because of my boyfriend tyler, he has really taught me a lot about life, and how everything isn't always handed to you, you have to earn it, he also had taught me how to fight for myself, physically and mentally. Once I was with tyler, I learned how to stand on my own, because before i met him, i was in this hole and it seemed like everyone that was starting to hate me or ignore me, was just kicking me back into that hole(thats where i wanted to commit suicide). Now that i have tyler, I'm safely out of that hole. I'm not trying to rely on him to save me everytime i get hurt... at first i try to get back up, and if i fall back over then, that is when i need help. I'm not dating him cause i need a guy to complete me and my life. I'm dating him cause i love him, but he's there for me, just as much as my friends are. I'm sometimes in my own little world, but it gets kinda lonely and thats when i step out of my world for a little while, and enjoy others.
I just want to say sorry to all the people i scared in the passed, i really didn't mean it for attention, i was going through a lot at that point and well, i guess people go through that kind of thing... and if anyone thought that i wanted to commit suicide for attention, then your wrong.
Four two years my life has been nothing but stress, worries, crying, and much much more. I haven't been the same after everything thats happen to me in the past couple of years... I do want to thank all the people that have been there for me through out these two whole years;
*Norah Helley
*Tyler Belonga
*Cassie Marcial
*Audrey DiGirolamo
*Angie Karamanyan
*My Mother
*Mrs. Hunter
*Mr.Merrel
*Mrs. Anne
The Whole girl (varsity and part of JV) soccer team
and if i missed you im sorry! :( But thank you all so much, i dont think i would of ever done it without you!
The topic is "Personal Neritive" and mine is about my grandmother who has recently passed on. 1 year and months ago tommarow.
Basically, we are writing on our memories with someone we most admire and look up to. I was going to do my ex-boyfriend ryan... but then i was thinking about how much he doesnt admire me, and how mean he is to me. So i went with my grandmother.
Over the pass couple of months I have been doing a lot better, not making suicidal thoughts, or thinking about running away.. again. It's because of my boyfriend tyler, he has really taught me a lot about life, and how everything isn't always handed to you, you have to earn it, he also had taught me how to fight for myself, physically and mentally. Once I was with tyler, I learned how to stand on my own, because before i met him, i was in this hole and it seemed like everyone that was starting to hate me or ignore me, was just kicking me back into that hole(thats where i wanted to commit suicide). Now that i have tyler, I'm safely out of that hole. I'm not trying to rely on him to save me everytime i get hurt... at first i try to get back up, and if i fall back over then, that is when i need help. I'm not dating him cause i need a guy to complete me and my life. I'm dating him cause i love him, but he's there for me, just as much as my friends are. I'm sometimes in my own little world, but it gets kinda lonely and thats when i step out of my world for a little while, and enjoy others.
I just want to say sorry to all the people i scared in the passed, i really didn't mean it for attention, i was going through a lot at that point and well, i guess people go through that kind of thing... and if anyone thought that i wanted to commit suicide for attention, then your wrong.
Four two years my life has been nothing but stress, worries, crying, and much much more. I haven't been the same after everything thats happen to me in the past couple of years... I do want to thank all the people that have been there for me through out these two whole years;
*Norah Helley
*Tyler Belonga
*Cassie Marcial
*Audrey DiGirolamo
*Angie Karamanyan
*My Mother
*Mrs. Hunter
*Mr.Merrel
*Mrs. Anne
The Whole girl (varsity and part of JV) soccer team
and if i missed you im sorry! :( But thank you all so much, i dont think i would of ever done it without you!
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Colors in the Water
While i sit there
on a log, looking at
the beautiful
waters in front of me,
drinking my apple juice.
I suddenly look up, to hear
the whisper of the wind
then i look at the waters in front of me
again... and there i see a
color of some sort but, not reconizable.
I stand up, and
its just a philthy string
floating beneith the
waves of the water.
on a log, looking at
the beautiful
waters in front of me,
drinking my apple juice.
I suddenly look up, to hear
the whisper of the wind
then i look at the waters in front of me
again... and there i see a
color of some sort but, not reconizable.
I stand up, and
its just a philthy string
floating beneith the
waves of the water.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Im glad!!
Hey everyone!
So i just got a bunch of comments on my last poem, im glad you all are really liking them, i mean I wrote those when I was feeling really down about everything in my life. So Please keep commenting my poems.Those comments make me feel super good inside!
So i just got a bunch of comments on my last poem, im glad you all are really liking them, i mean I wrote those when I was feeling really down about everything in my life. So Please keep commenting my poems.Those comments make me feel super good inside!
Monday, March 16, 2009
Application to Fronteir House
What hobbies and interests do you have?
texting(my cell phone), my boyfriend, shopping, soccer, my ipod.
What image do you have of pioneer living?
living in a small cabin, with nothing to do, except work around the house!
What's the most challenging thing you and your family (or group) have experienced?
well idk really?
If you were chosen what do you think you would most miss about modern life?
My technogly! and my boyfriend, for sure. ( he wouldnt be so happy if i left for five months)
What qualities do you and your family have that make you suited to this experience?
team work?
What skills do you have that may help you?
i have cleaning skills. and cooking skills.
What would you hope to get out of the experience?
Responsiblite, and a lot more respect!
What do you think will be the most difficult challenge of pioneer life?
doing chores everyday, from morning to supper time!
What skills would you like to learn from the experience?
i dont know quite yet?
We'd like you to tell us:
What interests you about this project?
my teacher...
Do you have any concerns about your participation?
no, not really.
How much do you know about your family history -- do you have pioneer roots?
i dont know really a lot about my family history
How did you hear about Frontier House?
My English/Socials Studies teacher, Mr. Bergquist!
texting(my cell phone), my boyfriend, shopping, soccer, my ipod.
What image do you have of pioneer living?
living in a small cabin, with nothing to do, except work around the house!
What's the most challenging thing you and your family (or group) have experienced?
well idk really?
If you were chosen what do you think you would most miss about modern life?
My technogly! and my boyfriend, for sure. ( he wouldnt be so happy if i left for five months)
What qualities do you and your family have that make you suited to this experience?
team work?
What skills do you have that may help you?
i have cleaning skills. and cooking skills.
What would you hope to get out of the experience?
Responsiblite, and a lot more respect!
What do you think will be the most difficult challenge of pioneer life?
doing chores everyday, from morning to supper time!
What skills would you like to learn from the experience?
i dont know quite yet?
We'd like you to tell us:
What interests you about this project?
my teacher...
Do you have any concerns about your participation?
no, not really.
How much do you know about your family history -- do you have pioneer roots?
i dont know really a lot about my family history
How did you hear about Frontier House?
My English/Socials Studies teacher, Mr. Bergquist!
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